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Thursday, April 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 16:35:45 GMT

Hmmm... Five weeks until final.. and a little more than a month left... but who's counting.. Shouldn't think too much and just let things go with the float? hehe... but i am ultra happy for Sherry... her new love, new job... everything...

I am stressed out about everything... school..people... and things... man... how come i am not losing weight because of this?

Friday, April 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 01:19:21 GMT

I am back..... I got back from cruise last sunday.. but this week has been the worst week ever.. i have three exams and i was sick to the point my throat was killing me... But thanks to Coco's medicine.. it got better the next day... i still can't really breath thru my noise, but i always can't do that... hehe.. so no difference...

I finally load the picture up on the web.... go check it out... I realized that 1/3 of my pictures is Dennis... why is that??? hmm....

http://photos.yahoo.com/br88bear

Can't believe it's April already... i have two more months left (or less).... hmmm.... a little sad... but we will never know what can happen in two months...

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 20:41:11 GMT

Realization....

I am currently sitting in my BMGT443 class... studying for my 445 exam and checking people's xanga site... and i realized that i am behind in many things... school of course, internship/job searching....but many more too... i guess once you slip behind, it's very hard to catch up.... i realized that i got more stupid and more lazy... i guess once u give ur brain a rest for a year or two, it's hard to speed it up too...

I stopped making friends after 2nd year in college... why is that? many friends who i entered college now lost in touch... same school, same major, never met again... but the good thing is that they are doing well or excellent on what they are doing...unlike me... but i am happy for them.. i realized that the reason i stop hangout or keep in touch maybe because our distance and gap got deeper... they moved forward and fast, i just stay at the same place or maybe took steps back too.... why is that?

Then i realized that when i got the boy friend... i just put school behind.. i need to set my prior straight....i think everything, friend, bf, family are more important than school... i realized that i went to school because of my mom.. just to satisify her goal... i need to learn to like what i am learning and put more effort into this... hmmm... but it's always easy said then done...

Five days until cruise.....need a vocation hanging out with Dennis and Coco... after i come back... hopefully i will actually do something with my realizations....

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 17:45:42 GMT

One and half week until break.... can't wait... Da ge, thanks for doing all the planning.. Spring Break is going to be awesome... hehe..

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 16:05:28 GMT

It's soooo nice outside.... and I have exams coming up.. this is really messed up...

Should I live in the present or in the future? Should I enjoy what i have now and stop worrying what will come up next even if the ending is not going to be good? or should I starting thinking about the future and make decision base on what I think the future will be? Sometimes I care about little things too much... and sometimes I just think too much..

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 22:36:17 GMT

OB gathering on Friday, 2/20 was very fun... got to see a lot of old friends and new friends.... The best part is seeing Sherry... I complain to her all the time, and finally this time, she visited me when she came back to MD. Usually she just go straight to the dogs...

Clubbing was really bad tho.. there was like 30 ppl in Aqua.. why is that...

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 19:05:10 GMT

*I took out the picture just becuz

The guy in the middle is Chen's roomate... This is the really cute guy I was talking about..... And he is cuter in person too... hehe... =P

Friday, February 06, 2004

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 16:53:51 GMT

Happy Birthday to Emily and Bing...

Monday, February 02, 2004

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 04:53:16 GMT

It's sooo sad... no explaination.. no nothing.. just one sentence...

After painful brokeup......wut's left of a relationship are same friends, same hangout places....

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 17:11:43 GMT

Andy Lau World Tour 2003~~~~YAY!!! Very Very Very Super Handsome